GETTING TO KNOW,THE REAL ME...

{this was  my posted  from may 11 ,but was removed by blogger from there outages.This isn't the oringinal post they say there trying to put the oringinal back.It's been two days now  they may or may not put it up.But! There was more stuff on the blog post it has been removed}
5/11/11
Gud(goo)Lawd(lord) did I miss the weather report I got up at the crack of dawn after only three hours of  sleep.....no no it's not what you're thinking I counldn't sleep so I stayed up.When I finally got some shut eye the alarm was going off...well my tv I set my tv to wake  me up in the morning.Any way,I had my jogging oufit out ,and read to go.....the thing is I was trying to look cute to go excercise with my matching jacket to my outfit......lawd that was a mistake  a soon as I hit the pave ment beads of sweat started pouring down my face.....as I walking up to the park I seen  a lot people out who by the way  didn't have any type of jacket on........
Walking to the park was a to the park was a breeze.But, Damn! I get to the park  every body ,and there momma is there trying to excercise..did i miss the memo  or something  I walk around the park I usually do it about twice but was working on three hourss of sleep....by the way one of the people that was in thr park was lady she haave to be in her late forties or so she is going around the park like it's a cake walk...skinny b*tches ...nnono ...I gonna stay positive,and use her for a good influence.By while i was walking  I nearly passed out from the damn jacket I had on...I know ,I know  you're thinking I should  of tied it around my waist. Are you kidding me My clothes is clinging to me already,and to have tight around,I think NOT!..Iwould just fainted right where I stood.
Remember i said i seen whole lot people up this morning out doing the thier excercise well i seen a jogger as i made my round around the park.....let stop who am i kidding i did i walk around the park once ,and was headed back home.Funny thing is Oh! bt the way before i continue I didn't se any mini pappaarazzi out.If you don't know what I'm talking about,click here it's in my previous post.But,Back to what i was saying the jogger who seen at the park was doing her normal routine of streching.Ok,enough of me giving you the play by play.... but,I do have to throw this in while i was walking home the cfross streets from the park ,and where i walk,let's just the joggger had beat me to the cross streets where usual the route to walk home....ughhhh!! skinny b.....no no I'm gonna reframe from using that word.People had there top down on there convertivbe ,and with my jacket on swating prefusely ..Ughhh! ..the humanity.....If had seen another with top down on there car I would scream....ok,ok I did....But i didn't scream......God threw a breeze or two my way ...every now ,and then.......But Dang!.....every body new about the weather except me,and by there were  mor people than i normally see...Oh! they was jus t rubbing it in my face  with there short sleeves not jacket wearing.. I know probably going people are up and probably on their way to work,NOT if excercising...ok..I got  nothing else .....I running out being sarcastic....Oh I did see few good looking men out in about.....Did I say antything...I couldn't they where driving pass me.

GETTING TO KNOW,THE REAL ME....

                                                            

Here is some thing you should know about me, you can take it the anyway you want.But!In the past I have written post or notes if  you want to call them that about Rumors,gossiping,haters,innuendos,the mini papparazzi you know the ones with the camara phones, and people secretly recording others with a video. Then they post them to popular websites like bossip,worldstarshiphiphop  or others I don't know of,for the world to see,and  people to judge you base on the lies rumors,gossiping, pics or video in which both can be digital in enhance or photo shop.Boy! ..If I ever find out  a pic of me was secretly taken,or  even worst if I find a website that has pics of me or a video of  me with out my knowledge can you say lawsuit ,lawsuit,lawsuit,lawsuit,LAWSUIT...because I would precieve that to be invasion of my privacy,slander,Last but certainly not least defamation of my chracter.But! without futher ado here's my list of things that you don't know of me or think you might know....

1.I'm not a snitch. I don't throw the rock,and hide my hand.I live in the
hood  snitching can get you stiches or worst get you killed...
2I'm not nosy.I don't give flyin fuck  what you're talking about,but if  where  socializing on a network,or you're my family or friends, then yeah!But,If you're a rank stranger why should I care about what you're talking about or do...
3.I'm not gay.Even though it's been said that I like women I don't I LOVE men.Also it's been said that I look like a man.Well dammit blame my mother,and father for there genes.lol,I can't help the way I Look,BUT I do see my self as  a beautiful lady,woman,sister,aunt,and hopefully a mother.....
4. I don't like gay people.Duh! That's futher from the truth if I ever heard it.Remember People assume that I'm gay,so why should I hate on others because of there sexual preference.
5. Your crazy.I know it's been said a time or two that I am......well let me just clear that up.NOT!I have trouble with my thyroids,no it's not contagious,yes it's treatable.but!I do have advert reaction to the symptoms,and meds.Whether it's my hair shedding or  having muscle spasms(in the face)that can be  cause by the my medication. Now,every one reacts differently to the symptoms,and meds  whether it's stated or not so  I  have read,and researched(Meaning the symptoms),also I'm finding a lot of people are being diagnose with this.
6.I'm gulliable, NOT!....I just don't buy the bullshit some people try to lay on me. My responds to them simple is I look ,an stare and don't say a word,and just let'em keep talkin.... or I say unhuh or think to my self this fool is a trip or I simple just walk  away....
7.I talk to my self.NOT!...If call reading you email out loud ,well then I guess....or watching a movie on the computer,and reacting to it...well then....OR..... Talking  to some one via video.....Ummm....or speaking out your words as I type it,so I won't make a grammar mistake in which I still make typos.... well alrighty then.....
8.I think I'm better than everyone,or I think I know it all.NOT! I was raised on a food stamp home where my  great grandma was doing the upbring,and it kept me humble,and as far as knowing every thing I'm still learning every day.I don't have any degrees. I did go to school for medical assitant,I do have a C.N.A certificate,and I'm seriously thinking about going back to school for nursing,but I will not abandon  my first love of writing.
9.I had another page on Facebook.Yes! but the thing is I didn't have a pic of me  up I had a pic with a women who's face was partially painted.....When I started the page my brother encourage me to get on facebook so I can find old high school alums.boy! when I sign up I start seeing people  from my old high school  days requesting me.I still didn't have a pic up we engage in great convo,also I started requesting  authors(Because I wanted to learn from them,and get a feel of what the literary world was all about ,and I'm still learning) that I like,and just people in general to socialize with.well long story short I had over 2,000 friends on there in which I have  few people from my old page on my current page(not 2,000 people)just some.Now the page with no pic I had up almost a year ago. People were tagging me, we had great covo back forth,people where asking my opinion,people recommending me things,and I use to ask the  a lot questions to socialize with  the people,and high school alum,the responds I got was automatcic.I miss a few days  off of Facebook people post where was  you or how ya doing.STILL no pic up.Why is this any importance it's,NOT!Getting to know,the real me...
Ok remember I said I have a lot people from my old page on my current Facebook page in which my pic is up,minus high school alums.Well....the people  from  my old page has done a  whole 360○ turn,and currently just sitting idle....How do I know which ones are sitting idle.Remember I had kept constant communication with them on my old page ,and you know if there sitting idle or not.
10.A life,besides being on Facebook.Yessss!lol.....I'm currently working on two manuscripts,ones erotic,the other is a urban suspense thriller,and I'm currently trying to put together a poetry manuscript I'll see how that one turns out..Oh! I betcha you was think  when you read it that I meant dating,NOPE! single,looking always looking,and I'm going to leave it at that.I said to Getting to know,the real me......Not every little detail  ....lol....Laugh a little...
11.how old am I.Mid thirties ,and I'm going to leave at that...
10. living with some one or,stay alone......hmmmm how should I answer that....I do rent my own place....
12. working for any government agencies...Meaning cops,lawyers,etc..NOOOOOOOOOoo I don't......Quit assuming,and just ask....
13. A bank account with a gazillion dollars in it.NOPE! I wish lets just say I pay my bills,and pay my rent..and yes the legal way......Think what ya want to.....I have my own..nuff said

                                          
14.spoke weed.Nope! but!...and that's a big BUT! I use too, not any more....My thyroids Plays a big part in it .I did how ever smoke cigarettes for awhile....I don't any more..
15. Drink.YESSSSSS!but not the hard stuff I use to,but now I'm more a wine drinker
16.What can I offer a man........Hmmm where should I begin first. Undstanding,being real,no baby daddy drama,a well cook meal,a restful place..Engaging in what he likesMEANING sports,cars,music,acting,painting etc...you  get the picture......and I'm going to leave at that..Like I sad Getting to know,the real me.....not every little detail......
17.Am I  jealous of any one ..Nope!But I do have a backbone ,and I am human...so the word  jealous can be toss around in so many ways.....I have rank strangers being jealous of me I know you're thinking women.. thats in a womans nature to be jealous ,that's a myth I don't believe..but ,anyway, for some strange  reason,lately men have been showning me  there bitch card towards me..... I'm still trying to figure that one out....
That's all for right now, I know this list will grow,but that's all I can think of ..
Unlike twitter....where you can update your every move,I'm guessing that's what twitter is all about ...can you  tell I don't have account with them?but anyway,I will be updating the list,and posting my daily activites.Like:trying to lose the remainder of this weight,my manuscripts, creative writing,dating,..yes I  said it or the lack of.Also try to post pics,video ya know the usual going ons like twitter,but with my blog...I will add to the list,but I will do a post just about every day.......

Think ya know me now,........Don't assume anything with out asking that person if it's true or not....all ya have to do is ask...

BUT!  For those people who still choose to believe,....the rumors,lies,pics,videos or what ever...all I have to say to the....................................
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(H)-having(A)-anger(T)-towards(E)-everyone(R)-reaching(S)-success....{I think that's how it goes}

Look at this video ,and listen to the words Jill Scott is singing....

My Anthem....

                                   

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